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are you sure you know me..?

what are subliminal messages.?

the world is over....thank god for tv

what is it wednesday....

fuck.....i haven't slept for awhile...i wish i was back in the time of indians and white man...i would have given the white man the diseases..and the indians.. the guns...then it would be an interesting place..

ever have the deja vu feeling for like a week as if

i keep having this recurring dream....as if there is a bigger picture being displayed in my sub conscience

..like my dreams are manifesting there way into the present.....girls that i've dreamt about are actually talking to me....weird and odd coinsidences are happening even though all i do is wander the streets...

what is it ....? should i be afreaid....am going to be alright...is mother nature trying to give me a psycological womb like a woman....to help me...adapted to my new
paranoia...

are worlds colliding some distant solar system and the waves of enlightment are just hitting me....

after two years of hassling her everyday...she finally writes me

so i spent the good part of two years emailing, bugging...

what...she finally wrote back..god
this sucks..

she does it to me

i can't help thinking about her...she drives me wild.....the things she does...how...does she do..

cheezy...

the words are lost in these electric stories and returned for ever

i saw her again...shes so sexy

i went into her store....browsed the pins for a couple of minutes....to look like i was interested...she was wearing a blue faded rock shirt...nipples showing through....and tight assed jeans....she was listening to death from above 1979(yeha)

i acted like i wanted something and she answered me....with her sexy...voice...can i help you.?

you sure can....you sure can...

inside is the answer

i walked for three days...once...i don't remember why...i think it was for a girl....but she didn't want me....i sang for three days once....i don't know why...i think it was for a girl....

so no i have given up...the answer lyes infront of me...but the path is a winding one.....

not the words that i write but the actions that she will write...

tell him what his won

well...the things i've done this weekend....
-i started my first book...
-i record my 3rd cd Detox Greatest hits
-i hung upside down from a building tress over traffic...ha
-i went on a date with a rich virgin....we went to a swanky country club....i wore a suit
-i started my christmas presents to the world
-i may have a job (cleaning up garbage)

-i dissolved into nothing but fed my spiders

twelve....thirteen...fourteen.....fifteen.....but somehow once you get passed 16 everything seems backwards

the loneliest vampire

turning into .....

the crowd screamed so loud...everyone was in a panic....he saw his opportunity....climbed to the highest perch.....paused for reflection....silence.......jumps.....